love i never imagined would happen~

evrything is still clearly etched our minds and hearts but the story never end with what had happened..that was a bad experience for us without knowing what's wrong we've done.was it wrong to love someone?i know for the fact that education is very important,but i cant help myself thinking about him.i never expect with the reaction made by my parents,but still i respect their decisions.

it was one day,looking for someone to comfort me.after breaking up with my 2nd boyfriend,my life become very sad again.but there was this guy who come along and make fun with me in a popular site.he send me a comment in my profile saying,"thnks for the accept" then i relied "ur welcome".. i never thought he would be the person i was looking for to comfort me and help me forget about the past.until i become interested with him aftr a week passed exchanging our thoughts together. it sound so funny to recall how i become naughty to him not believing with what he usually say. he said that he love me!.i dont want to believe it just to hurt myself again,but he really mean it.he tried to prove it true.and for all those guys who court me,i know he would be too diffrent from them.

that was really fast that i fall in love with him compare to others.hahaha we act like we were committed with each other.i know it became very difficult for him without having a "yes" from me,but look,we overcome those things.

it happened that my birthday is fast approaching and i plan to bring him home to meet my parents.we were very excited for that day. i planned it because i want that after they met together it would be easier for me to answer him.but a tragic thing happen.my mom read the mssages in my phone and it was "gud nyt part,i love you"it was a bad day for me.my parents was very angry with me thinking that i'm flirting with somebody.they take my phone but when i arrive at school,i borrowed a phone and text him to inform what had happen.i discouraged him with all our promises.i loose my hope and cried for the rest of the day.what else can we do?

i built up anxiety by having pent-up emotions.i thought we'll never see each other again and it would be the end.thank GOD!he is brave to tell me if it would be possible to continue the relationship we had.until february 12,2010,we had a quite romantic date.he asked me if ever i can formally declare our status.i smiled at him and ask "you cant make it anymore?"he replied "no i can,but what i mean is that,since were hiding now can you confirm me if you really love me and be your boyfriend?" i laughed at him and he got angry.i know he is very serious that time.hence,after a while,without knowing how it happened.word come out from my mouth,i said "YES"

oh it was now truly committed relationship.i can see in his eyes how happy he was. it feels like heaven to know that there is someone who really love you..is this a dream? from this point in time,we usually do things that are likely not to worsen the case.it would be better to have this kind of life now.facing my wonderful yet problematic life with him.holding hands together. he know for sure i'll never let him go.he chased my heart away that took me to heaven.so sweet in every kiss we made,our lips lingers together..what else can i ask for?i had him already!a man i can trust.a man who truly cares.a man i can rely on.a man i can love forever till the last breath i take.

i LOVe you papart~
kip holding on!
by niCKa_doSeee ;)